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女囚宣言
作者何佳霖 时间2024-09-21

——执着是囚，人人是囚。在这里，囚是一种意象。以此思考生命与人生。

为一场欢愉

我囚于你的身体之上

你梦见自己，一寸寸地生长

直到看着另一个自己穿越

一个女人大半生的荒芜

与白日梦

穿越她的衰老容颜

回到子宫的光滑处

我的低吟如失控的时针

直指天堂，那是唯一出口

告诉你，我此刻的幸福

它不止等同

海潮遇上沙砾的快感

也似苦难深扎

彼此的生命里

你任何时候都是正气的

如注定被命运欺诈的豪杰

也终将注定被我遇上

在一次次掏空后又一次次

顶天立地

而我仍然不断扮演各种角色

圣女或烈女

妓女或妖魔

甚至母亲，情人，救赎者

对，她们都是被各种色相囚禁的我

如同你囚于此时窗外的各种面具与风声

像蜜蜂，始终被囚于花粉

和果实的坠落

今生，我就是个名副其实的女囚啊

在缘木中求一片清净

或许我又是女囚中的第一个觉悟者

花开，荼蘼

只爱，不恨

当我囚于神圣

我便打破神圣的铁衣

当我囚于忠贞，执着，排他性

我便打破个个假想敌和贞洁牌坊

当我囚于漫无目的和恐惧

囚于美丽的预言和名声

囚于彼岸才有的解脱、喜乐

我便打破彼岸及各种彼岸的传说

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