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背负
作者龙羽生 时间2024-09-21

不争气的心跳，还有一双走进大都市的脚步

对于外省人来说，这副小身板，来到五色纷披的世界

睥睨的眼神，廉价的小旅馆

实属一种奢侈，一种多余

哪一件身外之物不是额外的收获

背包里的身份证，钥匙，不安分的硬币

电子门锁咔嗒一声，临时租来的房卡

深深地鞠躬，认同

随手放下多余的一切，一无所有

只身携带，一个无字

一路背负无时无刻不在的一个无字

我并不喜爱登山，爬楼，占据摩天大厦

只是迷糊地为外物所系

一枚铁石秤砣令我与脚下的地球

发生连锁的纠结

由是，天空，海洋，人流

将我归置在一个可控可估的快捷宾馆

本该独一无二，怀抱本无之我

奈何

穿衣，吃饭，坐车，听命于妇人的呼来喝去

连痴情也掏出锱铢必较的天平来衡量我，鉴定我

完全忽视

我所珍爱的感受而重视西装革履油头粉面的世人

对我评头论足

我本不愿来此都市。为情让步

我已明了自己无法坚守，我的无

我的一无所有！这澄明的幸福

被一点又一点的多余之物时时侵蚀，啃噬

最后一堆破铜烂铁的垃圾

竟挤占我先天圈画的快乐，一轮明月，跟在我身后

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