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我看见死亡在你身上停了一下又走开——给自杀未遂的阿姐

我看见死亡在你身上停了一下又走开——给自杀未遂的阿姐
作者安琪 时间2024-08-31

“阿姐！阿姐！”她在你身边惊喊

我跑了过去，看见我的好友

在你身边惊喊而你昏迷着

人事不醒。“快去打120！”

我迅速地说直到我的朋友

到楼下等120时我才在你身边

放声痛哭“阿姐，阿姐，

你为什么要这样！”

我拼命摇你

晃你想把你叫醒

我看见床头柜上的空药瓶

“阿姐，阿姐，你不能这样！”

我扶着你的头试图把你抱起

但昏迷的人有着无比沉重的力量

一点都不符合你健康时的娇小

“阿姐，阿姐，怎么办啊，

怎么办啊？”我想掰开

你的嘴把药抠出但我无能为力

你牙关紧闭

你终于略微恢复知觉你说

“没用了，没用了。”

我真的不知应该做什么

我看见你又昏迷过去直到

外面传来120医生的脚步

他们用担架把你抬了出去

我跟随大家到医院，看见你

被灌肠、洗胃、送进护理室

那是我第一次近距离接触死亡

它在你身上停了一下

又走开。阿姐，时至今日

我经历了三次死亡——

一次奶奶，林玉枝，1987年。

一次外公，江锦锥，2006年。

一次外婆，苏阿莲，2006年。

他们是我的亲人却没让我感觉到

死亡的恐惧

惟有你，阿姐！你是我朋友

的阿姐却让我看到了死亡的真实

它在你身上停了一下

又走开。走吧，死亡！

走得远远的，否则我会杀死你！

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