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忠贞
作者阿斐 时间2024-08-14

在电话里

我像她的儿子

童年所有的伎俩

都被我用遍

我要说服她

一个单纯的孩子

怎么可能变心

一个卑微的男人

怎么可能有外遇

我是没有人爱的蠢物

我是一个孤独的丈夫

所有的这些托词

只为了证明

我对她的忠贞

多么美丽的谎言

连我都无法相信的自己

她竟然相信了我

连我都无法把握的未来

她竟然充满憧憬

这样的女人

还有第几个

你真应该羡慕我

一个落魄的酒徒

本将死于爬满老鼠的阴沟

一个堕落的虚无分子

本将在无边的自嘲中翻身落马

我依然活得人模狗样

像一些人所以为的

正在享受天伦之乐

在没有爱情的世界里

充当一名猎手的角色

有时候，她稍有疏忽

电话里的声音微微一变

仿佛对我抱有怀疑

我突然像一只发狂的疯狗

对着话筒咆哮

对着脑海中的她咆哮

我知道，此刻

有一粒细小的子弹

击中了我脆弱的神经

那时我死死捂住内心的秘密

那时我的伤口正在急剧溃烂

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